Are You The One?

I feel terrible today.

Never feel so pressure with all the problems. Never feel suffocated like this.

I don't want a boyfriend now. I can't afford to have another heartbreak. I'll die if people keeps breaking this fragile heart. I become stronger, but I can't be strong if world keep push me down.

I have problems, you know. I scream inside to tell someone what I really feel. But I couldn't find any faces that I can rely on. Who really cares about me. Who would listen. Who will give me a hug when I feel like crying. When I'm alone, did you know how sad I feel? How hard I try to tell myself not to cry? Did you know that?

All I need is a friend who care to listen, help me find solutions to my problems. Did you think it is easy for me to face this alone? You might think that my problems are too small. But it's doesn't matter whether it's big or small. When someone see a problem, what matter is how they handle it. The thing is I can't handle these.

It just too much. I'm under pressure now.

Work. Study. Money. Family. Friends.

That are the sources of my problems. When all of it come together, to me it just too much.

I'm not gonna tell to anyone who will yell at me once I tell them. Not gonna say I keep whining bla bla bla.

All I need is you. Yes, the one who care to listen, help me solving those problems one by one and don't judge me at all.

Are you the one?

I need you.

Not a bookworm, but a reader.

Hello!

Today is the last day of Big Bad Wolf bookfair at UPM. Whoa the books are just too much! Haha. Too cheap. Rambang mata sangat.

I'm actually a fan of motivational books, rather than story books. I'm not a bookworm, but I love to read good books that actually make me happy after reading it.

I take months to complete reading a book. Haha.That bad. I just don't have time to actually sit and read. If I can read while driving, I can finish many books. It shows that I spent most of my times on roads. Hehe.

I go with my bestfriends to the bookfair, Suhana, Azeeka and Aman.

Guys, I wanna write about the Westlife Gravity Tour 2011 I went last week, it is my passion. Muah.

Love,
Yours Trully.

Enam bulan.

Hello!

Sorry I have neglected you. I came only when I'm emo. Something is going on with my heart. I have changed,you know. I don't know whether it is good or not.

I might be smiling,laughing out loud and having fun here and there. The truth is,I am suffocating inside. Drowned with all the sadness. I just don't know to whom I should tell all of these. It stucks in my throat,but I just can't let it out!

I am privating this blog so that I can write whatever I want to write without worrying people judging me.

Ttyl,blog.

Love,yours trully.